Friday, November 2, 2007

Returned from six feet under...


"It Ends Tonight"
All American Rejects

Your subtleties they strangle me
I can't explain myself at all
And all the wants, and all the needs
All I don't want to need at all

The walls start breathing, my mind's unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone
A weight is lifted on this evening
I give the final blow

When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight, it ends tonight

A falling star, at least I fall alone
I can't explain what you can't explain
You're finding things that you didn't know
I look at you with such disdain

The walls start breathing, my mind's unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone
A weight is lifted on this evening
I give the final blow

When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight, it ends tonight
Just a little insight won't make this right
It's too late to fight, it ends tonight, it ends tonight

Now I'm on my own side
It's better than being on your side
It's my fault when you're blind
It's better that I see it through your eyes

All these thoughts locked inside
Now you're the first to know

When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight, it ends tonight
Just a little insight won't make this right
It's too late to fight, it ends tonight

It ends when darkness turns to light
It ends tonight, it ends tonight
Just a little insight won't make this right
It's too late to fight, it ends tonight, it ends tonight
Tonight, insight
When darkness turns to light it ends tonight

[It Ends Tonight lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com]

- i'm really amazed by the art of creating and furnishing japanese dolls 'coz they sometimes look scary that they might become alive when you're asleep at night and that doll may kill you in your sleep. Try to buy one and see for yourself, like you've seen those horror movie series of "chucky the killer doll". The only thing that I can say is good luck sleeping tonight 'coz haunted nightmares really kills

- Anyway, so far I've been busy lately with thesis, paperworks and some other stuff and the doctor is always out of service in this blog because of this priorities that I must fulfill and it was really great that half part of our thesis is finally over like been there, done that thing and it was a success but only the data gathering part and results of our thesis that we must work on this coming 2nd sem. and as always, the doctor have no time to comply with personal affairs and mostly with romance (I love my money $$$).

As 1 of my friends quoted, Nuff said!!! No questions to ask, enough with this conversation and may your souls be blessed while you're still alive, 'coz death is the only cursed feeling that you'll ever get. Good luck on your final judgment, Human....

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StUpID SeGmEnT TiMe =P

How come that Happy Halloween must be happy???

When people are expected to become frightened and full of fear...

(StOopiD HaLLoWeen!!! =P)

Saturday, June 30, 2007

Q u e s t i o n s & C o n f u s i o n s . . . ~_~


Is it really important to tell? Is it truly necessary to confess? Even if it is pointless to get back those good old memories? Can you actually say you’ve won your freedom even you’ve sacrificed the loss of your heart? Will I still eat dinner today even I’m not encouraged my mind to eat? Do I have to sleep when nightmares always haunting on my mind? How do I have to move forward if my feelings pull me back to the times of mixed happiness and sorrow? Will I pass my thesis proposal if there are so many topics to fill up and decide? Does Sunday prayers are needed to heal tainted heart & soul? When my personal aches and pains end? What will I find out tomorrow? Can I say those 3 words to “that!” person even my whole self is in the verge of silence? Was it true that your worst enemy is the best & greatest friend that you’ll ever have? Why do you read this blog if you already know what’s going to happen to your damn worthless life? When will my cellphone be loaded? Which part of change must be changed? Will the world stop turning like an endless waltz? Do past, present, and future are correlated to each other? If I say “I love you!” what kind of words will you reply? Do I have to despise you because you’re mocking me? Why do I struggle to live if the pain in this world kills me? Can you answer these questions? Is it wrong to understand one’s complicated mind even you can’t determine what is right? How can you prove that my comrade “Boogie” is not the ultimate perv? Which is much faster; Turtle or snail? Can you tell me what Boston is like without me? Does circle have sides? Is it true that cassette tapes have six sides? When will my pal J.M. act like a true man? Should I be sorry? Could I be sorry? Why does turntables have to scratch even they’re not itchy? Is it really good to say good-bye? Can you actually measure the intense gravity, speed, distance, and velocity of a man/woman that is falling in love? (Damn freaksh*t bastard love! I hate you and I despise you “love”)

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Well so far, its first sem. again & hopefully, my last year for this season of school and I still continue my 2nd stage of my OJT (School Guidance Intern) which is rockin’ & kickin’ good, keeping more full stash but having empty romance. And to maintain my solemn promise for this blog, I will still update it monthly because of having a busy life as a graduating stud. So, still keep on reading & visit my blog OK? That’s all! ! ! 0_0

------------- STUPID SEGMENT TIME ! ! ! -------------

Do you have to face questions even questions are faceless? o_0

( It’s Horrifying to face a faceless scum, Take a look at the mirror… >_< )

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Wednesday, May 30, 2007

Em0 today, Em0 tomorrow, Em0 forever...? o_0



Forever 'Till the End,Your My Best Friend

© By Cieara C. Hitt

If we ever seperate,
It'll have to be certain fate.
No matter what,your my best friend,
As the chant goes'Forever to the end'.
You are my very best friend...

When we fight,

I fight tears.
Not to mention my fears of losing you,
We may grow apart,
And drift away,
But I will always remember you as my best friend forever.

Always,

Like the chant goes,
Forever 'till the end,
You'll always be my best friend

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- at last, 1st stage of my o.j.t. is finally over, last tuesday I went to school to request a recommendation letter for my 2nd o.j.t. and to process an assessment/early enrollment for 1st sem. SY '07-'08 and planning to pay for it on friday ( another payment, another kickback again ^_^ ). And one more thing, before school's up, I or we (TropanGaius) plan for another booze this coming june 9, '07 but I or we still not sure about that. That's all updates for now...

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~ S T U P I D S E G M E N T T I M E ! ! ! ~

one night, a person named LIGHT found a mysterious blank notebook
enscribed on the front page; "D E A T H N O T E"....

He was so excited about this note and said to himself: "Cool!!! finders keepers suckers!"
By means of being so excited, he forgot to read the foreward of the note (w/c tells the rules)
and wrote his name on the note as being the owner and you know what happened... ?

Dead ! ! ! by heart attack ! ! ! (Stupid isn't it ? ? ? Stupid people goes straight to HELL!!!)

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Sunday, April 29, 2007

The Thirteenth One Went to Heaven...


WHEN I GET TO HEAVEN
by:Emily McAdams
At last I reach my final home
The gates swing open wide
I get a glimpse of glory
I can't wait to get inside.
An angel beckons to me
I hurry up to him
He opens up a golden book
And lets me look within.
I see my name is written
On the page that he turns to
He says you finally made it
I've been waiting here for you.
He points in one direction
And tells me "go that way"
So I start my tour of heaven
The place I get to stay.
I see the many mansions
And walk the streets of gold
And hear the angels praising
GodJust like I had been told.
And then I spot my loved ones
They've been here many years
We hug and kiss each other
All smiles, there are no tears.
I look around for Jesus
I know He'll soon appear
I want to kneel and praise Him
He's the reason I am here.
He took upon Himself my sins
He paid the price for me
And by His victory over death
He finally set me free.
Free from all my worldly sins
And the evil Satan sent
Jesus came into my heart
Because I did repent.
I'll finally get to thank Him
When I bow before His throne
For all the times He carried me
When I couldn't walk alone.
I'll dwell with Him in heaven
With no sorrow, tears or pain
This was His promise to me
When to this earth He came.
There are many mansions up here
There's room for all of you
So to join us all in heaven
I'll tell you what to do.
Accept Jesus as your Savior
He will wash your sins away
He's waiting here to greet you
When you join us here one day.
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I've been condemned in Heaven, but I'll find my way to escape here...
My sentence is imprisonment in Heaven until May 17, 2007....
Until then, I'll be back to Hell where I Belong... (*Grimmingly Laughing*)
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Shocking Miracle Segment:
Daily Routine in Heaven:
-Praying the Rosary every morning 3 mysteries in a row...
-Praying the Angelus before Lunch & Dismissal time...
-Attending Masses for about 2-3 times a week...
(*&^$%#@!* Darn ! ! ! There's no place like Hell >_< )

Friday, March 30, 2007

Congratulations... +_+

To all the people and friends out there who will face the world out of college life and will be moving on the next chapter of glorious or miserable life of job hunting and board exam reviews, here's a good song dedicated for all of you & hope you like it coz' this song is one of my personal faves, but in the mean time, Enjoy...

"Photograph"
by: Nickelback

Look at this photograph
Everytime I do it makes me laugh
How did our eyes get so red
And what the hell is on Joey's head

And this is where I grew up
I think the present owner fixed it up
I never knew we'd ever went without
The second floor is hard for sneaking out

And this is where I went to school
Most of the time had better things to do
Criminal record says I broke in twice
I must have done it half a dozen times

I wonder if it's too late
Should i go back and try to graduate
Life's better now then it was back then
If I was them I wouldn't let me in

Oh, oh, oh
Oh, god, I

Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye.
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye.

Remember the old arcade
Blew every dollar that we ever made
The cops hated us hangin' out
They say somebody went and burned it down

We used to listen to the radio
And sing along with every song we know
We said someday we'd find out how it feels
To sing to more than just the steering wheel

Kim's the first girl I kissed
I was so nervous that I nearly missed
She's had a couple of kids since then
I haven't seen her since god knows when

Oh, oh, oh
Oh, god, I

Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye.
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye.

I miss that town
I miss the faces
You can't erase
You can't replace it
I miss it now
I can't believe it
So hard to stay
Too hard to leave it

If I could I relive those days
I know the one thing that would never change

Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye.
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye.

Look at this photograph
Everytime I do it makes me laugh
Everytime I do it makes me...



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I'll just leave you some words to feed those empty thoughts of yours, here goes...

There are times to spend the happy and sad moments in life

But the most important thing to remember is to live the way you want it

Never shame on those failures & mistakes that you've suffered in the past

Bear with it because it's a great gift from your destiny itself

Never forget everything, because memories defines the part of your future

You'll only living your life once, give it your best to achieve hapiness...

As I've said, Only one life to live... (unlike us "Dwellers from Hell") So guys, spend your summer well

and it's hot like hell out there so say at home if you don't want to get a sunburn.

It's the last issue for this month & don't expect too much issue for next ff. days

coz' i'll be having a vacation break & no blogs stuff for me in a moment

Have a great burning hell of a summer guys (remember no blogs stuff for me this summer -_-)

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------------- STUPID SEGMENT IS TEMPORARILY UNAVAILABLE RIGHT NOW -------------

(Don't waste your time thinking why, Just go get a JOB ! ! ! JOBDAMMIT ! ! !)

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

M a r c h T H i r T e e N . . . + _ +

It's time for another mind boggling, brain storming, and thought killing issue of
" I N F E R N O ". Major News for TropangGaius, since we're all fully aware that
we are still students of Letran - Calamba, I announce that it's already the peak
of our finals for 2nd sem. year 2006 - 2007.

Time flies and the summer season is near ! ! ! There are few more days left for us to be get together and some of us are getting busy with our course requirements & responsibilities and I really hate to admit it (since I'm being a smoochy mushy bastard right now) that I'm gonna miss you guys this coming summer ! ! ! I wish all of us, TropangGaius, will be passed all our subjects for this sem and to inform you all, I will be focused on my OJT this summer (which I prefer & hoping for a clinical intern for this summer).

Here's some other news that is happening to me right now:

1. I still owe JM a 200php (which it has to be paid right this week T_T)

2. I have an advance final exam tomorrow at Environmental Psych. (*Yay!*)

3. I still have a lot of load on my cellphone (including free texts *Yay!*)

4. I'm Texting my "Bestfriend" everyday (since last sunday ^_^)

5. I have to buy 1 Spectral Force card (ang hirap makamit T_T)

6. I have given some comments to my friends (esp. to my "BestFriend" ^_^)

7. I had a great Dinner (great ! ! ! a Burger Steak ! ! ! ako nagluto kaya *Yum!*)

8. I didn't started my take-home exam in Sikolohiyang Pilipino (*Lazy!*)

9. I uploaded some new pics in my Friendster profile (*Yay!*)

10. I didn't spent much money today (I still maintain my balance as a Libra)

11. I kept my "Pumpkin Jack" stuff doll as clean as new (+_+)

12. I've been sleeping normally this past few days (It's a miracle! Isn't it? ^_^)

13. I've posted a new issue for my blog (w/c you've been reading right now)


Well, personally and without a doubt, I'm getting inspired right now and particularly in a good mood... so, I'll just have to keep on going with my final tasks ahead and to end all of this work junkies that gives us burden & pain in the neck stuff. I'm just not too pre-occupied as of now, but later, I will have no time to spare for other things and I'll just come back if all school task has been fulfilled.

In the mean time... ciao for now and keep on reading " I N F E R N O " ^_^


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13 Chronicles presents:

"ABC's About Me..."

Adik
Bangag
Corny
Demonyo
Epal
Funny
Gago
Hangal
Inutil
Jologs
Kengkoy
Loko-loko
Manyak
Noypi
One-of-a-kind
Palaboy
Q't
Rakistah
Sikolohista
Tanga
Ulul
Vovo (tingnan mo sphelingh maleh o_0)
Warfreak
Yuck
Zero (as in wala, ubos, empty...)

susumpain kita kung mai reklamo ka ! ! ! >_<

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Saturday, March 10, 2007

The 3:00 , The 300 , and The 13th One...

Welcome again to the finest issue of my blog from hell... I N F E R N O. To start up with some things that happened this past week, It's nothing special about my psychopathic studies right now coz' it's just plain old ordinary routine stuff that fills our brains of knowledge, in short, same old "Iskul Bukul" style just like the old shows in the 80's (*ahaha, ahummm, Yeah!!! Iskul Bukul*) but still there are some complex issues to be done like my group action research that is not yet been started to progress and some take home final exam and also our group report for the I/O psychology class, which will be presented on monday coz' it's already finals and it's very hectic and too much pressure about tasks and stuff and it will be very busy this week coz' there's another student obligation to be fulfilled called clearance signing for this 2nd sem. (*sigh*).

Trivia:
Why entitled "The 3:00, The 300, and The 13th One"?

Answer:
I came at school this sat. at 3:00 pm, 300 is the title of the epic war genre theme movie that bro. Edwin will watch for this day, and The 13th one is the production number where "Juner's" group will be held to perform ( and personally, I like this number. Got a problem with that and I will C U R S E you for a lifetime ! ! ! >_< )


We had a great time with our time of open conversations and confessions with our great friend's wife, sister Matet which we talked about social point of views and opinions about women's perspective towards early romance & relationships. I remembered something this last friday, My whole persona was provoked coz' of this my damn death & abscence of romance, what I did? I bought a march issue of FHM magazine just to temporarily fulfill my knowledge for women and stuff again. That's the way and my bad habit of being psycho and being crazy, but actually, it's seriously fun and I had a great time being screw'd (why being screw'd? a 100php bucks left in my wallet & not a penny less!!! *sigh*). Don't worry guys, I'm not disappointed about that but what ticks me off is that my damn demonic friend didn't showed up this saturday coz' he missed an opportunity to make "chipsie" with... (*darn* whatever!!!) and Few of the TropangGaius including our master watched the full show presentation of rizal play that was held on rizal shrine coz' our great friend "Juner", is one of the main actors of his group for how he will screw up the show (sounds like fun ! ! !) and of course, for moral support and it was a good performance (and it was expected to be good coz' he's a great actor in a grand play ever since highschool).

Anyway, I got the cellphone no. of my great HarleyQueen today and it's my time to get back to basics again >_<. So, maybe I'll be busy for a while and I will be seldomly updating my blog's issues and just post your comments & reactions about what's new on TropangGaius on my "Cursed Box" and I will be reading your P.O.V.'s Ok??? Thanks for reading & see you at school bye for now... ^_^

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Sawa ka na ba sa mga pangako't adhikain ng mga bulok na sistema at lubog na ekonomiya???

Dala ka na ba sa mga artista't pakitang tao na ginagawang showbiz ang pulitika???

Panahon mo na upang magbago ka ng pananaw, paniniwala, at tiwala sa lumang kongreso...

Sa ika 14 ng mayo, IBOTO MO sa senado


" JUNER MERCADO "


- Pupuksain ko ang mga "Dorobong Butangero" sa kongreso -


Huwag mong kakalimutan ilagay sa balota mo...

IBOTO:


" JUNER MERCADO "


para sa Senado


( This Campaign ad is endorsed and paid by family and friends of Juner Mercado esp. TropangGaius ^_^ ^_^ ^_^ )

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Monday, March 5, 2007

I ' m M i s s i n g M y H a r l e y Q u e e n . . .

It's such a shame for me that I've lost her all the way and doing nothing about it, I have been shot dead stumbling down across the ocean of my own blood with her .50mm bullet words saying we're through and for the past few hours, days, months, even a year or so and I realized that I had an inevitable mistake that I can't fix the way it used to be and that case I can't reason out of it and maybe it can be difficult to bring it back, nor it will never come back anymore...

We both had chosen and decided our own new paths to take and move forward just the way it should be, but I found it hard and very difficult to confront it all and reach out the farthest road to become stronger and I failed to achieve it because every moment I spent my days without her becomes dull, blank, empty, and much worse dead at heart...

How did it end this way? She was the only closest friend that I had in my life and the sins of the past had given her pain, sadness, suffering, and sorrow which brought her to the rain of tears and I have to admit, I have hurt her for so many times and for so many stupid reasons I've made and my mind came completely lost and have strayed and runaway...

This is my final will for her to know it all that pierces and stabs me behind my chest...

- We can never come back for what failures that we have done, coz' we thought that we were not meant to be as one. Change is the only thing that we can't runaway from, and we can't get it back the good old memories that we were not alone. I am sorry for the things I've ever did and I know it is not enough to take away all pain that you've felt, it was a grave burden to carry it all but I don't know now how to ease it all because it was no excuse that I have hurt your heart...

You are the only closest friend that I have, our friendship is the only thing that I got. I'll find a way to bring it back, even I have to throw all the precious things in my life, the most important treasure that I have always hold, cherished, and never let go...

Is the only friend that I've got in you...

So do all you have to do, those unforgettable grudges that I have to pay. I know it's not enough to heal your fragile heart and to make you stay by my side but the only thing that holds my back and makes me scream to say...

I've been missing you all along the way!!! -


Huh... Am I dreaming a nightmare or something??? I guess I'm getting rusty and nostalgic...

Darn!!! Don't get the wrong impression guys... Friends are Friends just like tide is tide OK??? I'm just trying to find some answers about personal questions in life (even the 13 council of personas had a hard time figuring out what's going on and ended up being useless ignorant ~_~) and have to check out the past that is left behind that may lead me to improve my social conditions in life and may lead me to become a greater person than you've ever seen before...

What's the reason behind this issue??? no biggie... I maybe sick or getting completely insane coz' it's very weird to give testimonial to your "w _ y z" and giving your mobile phone number to your "w_ y z" and I don't want to get snobbish so I've been sending her e-mails and stuff...

forget about it, you'll just notice that something bizzare will happen in the next few days or so

Sigh... my fingers are getting numb coz' of typing and that's all for today ^_^

tune in again next time for the next issue of I N F E R N O ! ! ! >_<


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" I N F E R N O " presents...

" The 13 Chronicles of Bisana : The Harley, The Haunted, and The Horror "


Harley Queen: Mustah na? :)


- this is the dialogue that she replied after I have given her a testimonial... (*sigh*)


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Friday, March 2, 2007

March Madness: The Law of DemonicTrinity...

Hi and welcome to the first post of issue this march edition of my blog entitled
I N F E R N O... To start up the spice, the CSIT week was successfully celebrated and I found out Master Gaius were very exhausted coz' he's one of the officers & staff coordinator of LCA. With the events so far and I somehow seen few of their presentations and programs like the 2007 CSIT most popular student and i made a sneak peek of their fashion presentation whatsoever and I didn't finished the show though coz' I found out that it was boring watching it alone... (*sigh*)

Second story, This friday, Master Gaius was expectedly missing because he had to go to lyceum for some organizational business for about 7a.m-7p.m. and I've been shot again of sickness called class absent syndrome which is so bad, it feels good and it's alright to spend quality time with friends and not getting habitual with this syndrome but anyways, I never spent too much of my abscences so far and some of my teachers spent their time with the 4th year's retreat for psychology students.

To continue the story, when austin & boogie sitting around waiting for me, we talked about something "chipsie" about boogie's classmate in MacroEco. which is sitting right next to the corner where we stand-by waiting papi jeff to came coz' of his business with R&DD, I concluded that she's nice for boogie coz' I somehow found that we're very similar about choosing great girls for some reason (proven & tested) coz' I assesed her beauty & thought that she's kinda looked like my ex-GF & austin agreed with me and laughed at the same time coz' of my catchy assesment about that girl.

So anyways, the DemonicTrinity, together with papi jeff and John Mark went to Los Banos. On the way, we talked for some reminisces from the past chipsies from austin & boogie and they bitterly snapping fingers from those past regrets and as for the doctor's diagnosis "from now on, no more regrets about those things OK??? never again" and we agreed to that coz' it's not nice for guys to make regrets from those things coz' we'll never make moves forward for that reason & as for papi jeff, he's giving a "Walang Kawala" situation therapy for JM, which is good for him but, they didn't finish the session so far.

We arrived at the front of LBDH for a special treatment, which is hair treatment, just to get a make over for papi jeff, JM, austin & boogie to give themselves a new look (mga suki ni tita Cecil as reccomended by our beloved muse, Markovs!!!). As we wait for some time, both papi jeff & austin make a hot oil treatment with trim, as for JM & boogie had only simple hair trim. As JM were finished, he went on first to join the cards tourney & as for me, I've waited for them about 2-3 hours so far and it came a great impact to us when boogie was fixed & concluded that he's now a very different person coz' of his looks and we went back to school to eat coz' we're all very hungry.

So far from worst, we waited for the cards tourney to end so we joined Boss Jeboy & Don Adonis to have some music jamming for a moment & the tourney has been concluded, JM got the 3rd place and i'm not sure if Muse Markovs got the 1st place and that's it.

I'll try to update more for this month and give some insights and news about the plans for TropangGaius Pre-Summer Swimming session, which will be held by the end of this month.

So, Keep visiting my blogs for more info and I'll see you guys next time... bye for now!!! ^_^

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There's a new movie you don't want to miss...

" B R A N D N E W B O O G I E "

starring:

- Francis Xavier Elipse
- Austin Salvador
- Jeff "The Papi" Salvador
- John Mark Talavera

with the special participation of:

- Jonathan Paul Bisana
as the "White Cheese Vendor of Laguna"

Producer:

- Tita Cecil

Directed by:

- Mark "LuLu" Isleta


" B R A N D N E W B O O G I E "

Now Showing at Letran-Calamba

Rated PG-13 ( PG as in Pang Gaguhan ! ! ! >_< )

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Wednesday, February 28, 2007

February's Farewell...

It's another concluding end of the month, many people celebrating for their end of the month salaries but some of them cursing (w/c I really like...) their bills, insurance and tax payments for this month and guess what... I have no more savings left in my wallet and it hungers for more cash !!! (well... as i have mentioned earlier in my previous posts, money! hard to achieve but easily spent...) and welcome back MTG Deck... Due to insisted public demand, I have returned in making MTG decks to bash and beat other competitive decks that shows some nice themes out of their cards, but sadly i'm not that really competitive and i ususally refuse to join tourneys coz' it's just a simple hobby to me...

Anyway, so far i promised myself that at the end of this month, i will never make unnecessary expenses due of radiant aura of the leo's bad luck for money and when i see the face of any peso bill, i always see papi jeff's face( Damn ! papi jeff's face haunts my cash >_< ) and everyday, there's always buggin' my mind and the council of 13 personas are going haywire coz' of confrontations about bad lucks (e.g. zipper of my fave bag has broken, i lost a forest card, "down-the-drain" grades on my quizzes and exams last prelim & midterm about my CT&T subject)

I remembered One thing about today, it was a great day today even i paid my whole savings on JM and got hungry for a whole day, my eyes were enticely solved for what i have seen and stared at this day coz' of the HRM week and digged for some shows that they have presented at this day (as papi jeff's catchphrase, "DELISHCIOUS") you know as for me, I have no such interest of making "CHIPSIES" coz' as i mentioned some of it to master gaius and to great austin:

THIRTEEN COMMANDMENTS OF Dr. J.P. Bisana about "Women"

1. Wala talaga akong magustuhan o makitang babae na matino at isa pa, may kinabukasan ang mga yan...
ayokong masiraan sila ng ulo at mabaliw pagdating sa pagkatao ko...

2. Hayaan mo lang yang mga babaeng yan na gawin ang gusto nila sa mga susong bakulaw na BF nila, sa bandang huli magsisisi din yan kung bakit nagkaroon pa sila ng Mukhang Basurero at Mukhang dispatcher ng jeep ang magiging mga anak nila

3. Medyo Nauubos na ang populasyon ng mga lalake sa mundo, lalo na yung mga guwapo at matitino ang ugali,
bahala na lang silang maghanap ng talagang jackpot na katulad natin...

4. Pag naging tunay na lalake na si Markovs, Talagang maghahanap na ko ng pakakasalan ko...

5. Ang ibig sabihin ng Babae para sa'kin??? masahol pa sa holdaper, di' lang puso't pagkalalake mo ang nanakawin yan, siguradong laspag lagi ang pera mo kasi di' mo matitiis na hindi sya gumastos para sa sarili nya...

6. Matindi ang lasong dinudulot ng babae sa isipan ng isang lalake, tignan mo si boogie...

7. Karamihan ng imahe ng mga babae ay anghel, DEMONYO ako eh...

8. Sa tagal ko nang nag-aaral ng sikolohiya, natutunan ko na karamihan na maraming kaso ng pagkabaliw ay mga babae, kaya mag-ingat sa mga babaeng kakilala nyo... (better safe than sorry ! ! !)

9. Magaling na artista ang mga babae, ang alam mo bestfriend ka niya pero the next time na malalaman mo eto' ang sasabihin sa'yo "Sino ka???"

10. Babae... hindi madaling gawaan at hindi nadadaaan sa dahilan, pero sila ang numero unong valedictorian pagdating sa paggawa ng sari-saring dahilan...

11. ano alam nila sa panahon natin ngayon? mag-pose, magre-touch lagi, pumorma ng nagpapa-highblood sa mga pari, mag-text lagi, magpaseksi kahit Balyena ang bil-bil, magpakakikay lagi, mamili ng mamili gamit ang pera ni mister, magpa-salon at papedicure lagi, etc. (Bwisit !!! ayoko pa naman sa maseselan ang dating ng ugali !!!)

12. ang pagkakaalam ko, ang mga babae ang pinakamaingay at pinakamakulit na nilalang sa mundo... mas makulit pa sa langaw at "fungi" at mas maingay pa sa pinagsama-samang live concert ng mga heavy-metal rockbands. pag nagsimula nang magtatalak yan, daig pa pwet ng manok sa bilis at tinis ng kanilang pagsasalita at mapapaaga kang bumili ng hearing aid sa edad na 40 to 50 pataas.

13. matagal na kawikaan ko na ito, kapag talagang sawang-sawa na ko sa buhay ko at wala nang patutunguhan ang kinabukasan ko at maging palpak na ang mga pangarap ko, doon ko lang masasabi na sa babae ko na isusuko at mapupunta ang pangalan, pagkatao, ari-arian at iba pang nabibilang sa akin, masasabi ko nang ito na ang huling hantungan ng buhay ko hanggang sa ilibing na sa hukay ang katawang ito...

( ayokong sabihin ang wikang AMEN... mahirap nang magsalita ng tapos, baka magkatotoo, pati ako tapos >_< )

I'm so tired typing, so this is the last session of post for this month, see you on the next issue of post for march
thanks for reading and always enjoy reading issues of my blogs...

------------- STUPID SEGMENT TIME: -------------

"Kesong Puti ng Laguna"

-Theme song of my Boros Deck
-Sung and composed by: J.P. Bisana
-Lyrics not available-

Monday, February 19, 2007

The Blaze of “Solera Gran Reserva”

Feb. 17, 2007. Saturday -This is one of the greatest happenings around my so-cursed life…

I called it the seasonal “TropangGaius” Night Booze Session sponsored by Mr. Francis “Boogie” Elipse and also myself, which happened at “Boogie’s Haven” where we can talk more about what’s happening behind our backs lately and drink booze all night long until we drop dead coz’ of headache. I spent and shared a few stash to compensate for our foods or we usually called in Filipino word “Pulutan” like Pork Barbeque kebab, some “isaw”, which is the grilled chicken intestine, packed roasted nuts, lots and lots of spicy “sisig”, which composed of ground beef & pork, pork liver and other pork digestive system stuff added with few red hot chili peppers (not the rock-band!!! ‘Dumb-ass’) and my house specialty, the chilled “Kinilaw na isdang Tanigue”, which composed of raw fish soaked in some sprite and vinegar added with some spices like salt, black powdered pepper, garlic, onions, ginger, small & large sizes of chili peppers and let’s not forget the most importantly, the most important and the least significant of them all! The thing we called “GranMa”, which is the short-term for “Gran Matador Brandy”, which is a great quality of local wine in our country and also the chaser, which I chose sprite for a crisp clear taste for chaser.

I came at Francis place about past 5 p.m. as he continued with his online surfing stuff and heavily brought the goods for that night. We prepared the goods for a little time just to settle stuff for that feast and joined his surfing session for a few time while we were waiting for them to arrive and I called Juner’s home and someone on his home answered and said he’s not at home so I texted him if what time he will come.

We were anxiously worried because they were so totally late at the expected time, so, Francis offered me a small dinner around 8 p.m. and I said to him that after I finish this meal I’ll go to the market to buy some grilled foods and an extra bottle of GranMa just to be sure when we get short of booze.

After I came back around before 9 p.m., the leader and the guys didn’t came yet at that time and for a few minutes I stared blankly waiting for the guys to come and I received a text message from Jun saying he’ll be there and he’ll just went home to change attire coz’ he spent some quality time with his wife and I sent a text message to Erik that they’re very late and surprisingly, magic player comrade Jerwin came and I said to Francis that we should prepare the sisig before they came. After I finished cooking the sisig, the half of the guys came with my great chick comrade “The Don” Adonis and I asked Austin “where are the others and the leader?” and he said “they just went to the store near our home to buy some booze for the night” and the whole guys came and gathered around except for one person that we expected to came for the feast
“Mr. John Mark Talavera” >_<

We successfully started the session and at first topic, why “JM” is not around? Austin said he had to do some serious stuff for his so-called “chipsie” but, here’s the thing! He’d done it for the friend of his “chipsie”, which some of us were disappointed at the deed he had done, Erik & Jun quoted that JM never done that before in his entire life and Austin know that already, Francis said that it is such a waste if that relationship will never work out and I said I understand the person and I admit that it is a good strategy that the way to get closer to that person is to catch the girl’s peers influence and many had agreed at that comment but to conclude that, we said that it is too much to become a martyr for that kind of things and I thought about that it is good to give it all he’d got if he had nothing to lose in the 1st place, but if he’d lost a piece of him because of that is the worst thing to do.

To move on, we’ve asked Jerwin about TJ’s story so far and to protect him, I’ll just state this topic “confidential” and I just react for some reason that TJ is more of an icebreaker to us.

To continue, Francis asked me about my disappearance in the past 3 weeks of January and to comply with that, I’ve admitted some faults and hindrances about the guys and (‘darn’ too hard to say…) and I’ll also mark this as a confidential too and (the 3rd topic) for some reason, Francis opened up about his hindrances upon himself and I founded out that we share a lot of common when it comes to the point of view in life that we never fear to die and prepared for it and about romance (oh CRAP!!!), well to suspend the fun, I’ll just respect our beliefs for this kind of topic, so I will tell it again in a different way, it is a “top secret”

As far as I remembered, we talked a lot with Erik, Jun, Phil and Myself for what we have accomplished and aspirations so far as Francis was already dropped dead with Jerwin and Adonis and so far after that Austin & Erik set a man-to-man talk about that girl called “our enemy” and in a few minutes, I was shot down too

For more details and other stuff, just ask for another Night booze session to continue this epic saga of the “Tales of TropangGaius” but that’s all for now so, chow!!! ^_^


------------- QUOTE FOR THIS TOPIC SEGMENT: -------------

“ Simula Ng Init ”

-Gran Matador Brandy

Sponsored by: commercial itself!!! ^_^

------------- NOTED SEGMENT DEDICATED FOR ME: -------------

TropangGaius to J.P. Bisana:

- Bisana!!! Ang Sarap ng Kinilaw Mo!!! ^_^

Emphasized by: Juner Hart Legion

J.P. Bisana to TropangGaius:

- Drink Moderately… ^_^

Wednesday, February 14, 2007

A Death Note from Panda (The Ego)...

I've confronted and held a meeting with other personas after the tragedy that took place at 13th day and my ego "Panda Pachinko" left a solemn note, a sorrowful sonata, a grave message to the one who called herself "Hana" (a japanese word for flower) which signifies as the blossom of his life and he told me that the stem have stabbed him to death and the petal have slashed him and badly bleeded his so-called "heart" and murdered him with scent of toxic poison. Let me do the honor on the behalf of my ego whom I called the furry friend "Panda", I'll post his Last will...

"My Last Fall"

Let me wake up with this dream…
For it will only haunt a sad memory of you
Let me end this illusion of happiness towards you
For this aspirations will never come true

You brought a meaning to my life
But then, I realized that to feel is to live
And to live in pain caused by your words
Is meaningful rather than no feelings at all

For you, I am nothing but a friend…
A friend that the least person to turned to
You may never need me or want me in this life
But for me, you’re the best I’ve ever had

To speak with you is such a big lie…
But to listen in my heart is the only truth I can tell
Hearing your pure and solemn voice
Heals my shattered and broken wings

Burn all these flowers to a blaze
For it will only leave a scent of sorrow
And these thorns pierce a painful bliss
That marked a memory that I want to miss

My heart and soul belongs to you
Take it wherever you will go
For I don’t need them, nor want them
I’ve decided to stop the time of living beside you

For I have sacrificed a lot just to have you
But in the end, it was never meant to be
I’ve faced the truths and consequences
Hopes, wishes, and desires will say goodbye

I’ve made up my mind and clearly found my way
I’ll never be afraid of keeping a broken friendship
For I will still walk and carry this departed memory
My forever promise of loyalty would still be you

I have to throw away and leave my heart on fire
These emotions is just a suffering that poisons me
So that I will never feel weary and uncertainty
Friendship is the only key towards happy eternity


You know, I'll tell you a story... there was a demon who wandered in the night sky and he saw an beautiful angel with a broken wing, she pleaded to the demon for mercy of her last dying will because she want to survive, the demon break the half of his wings just to make the angel flew back to heaven but the demon wished for a payment of one feather from her other wing, back then the angel flew back into heaven and the demon suffered from death caused of being incomplete and died from poison of kindness and generosity, he spoke his last words saying "the only memory left is the kind feather that came from a beautiful angel and I can rest now by the shot of her words saying Thank you Demon, take care of yourself"

Panda admitted, proved himself, and faced the facts that the only thing that will bring him to death is building a close, mutual, and kind relationship with others (esp. "women") so me, "thirteen" buried him to hell and making a salute to his faith, loyalty, and devotion to his beliefs.Farewell... Panda... someday I'll get you back from hell once you've realized your faults and ignorance.


--STUPID SEGMENT--

Women will kill you in a slowly, sadistic and painful way
that you will feel for the rest of your haunted lives...
Try smoking instead, it taste good, it feels good,
and you'll never know when the poison strikes your life ~_~

Inspired by: Mr. Edwin Pacia

Tuesday, February 13, 2007

Tuesday Dinner at the Thirteenth Day...

This is a very tough day, as in very tough and I want to end this day even I don't have any classes or exams at this moment. But still, I can consider this as my Favorite day 'coz Tuesday is my kind of day of the week, I don't know if this day was meant to be a blessing or a curse (frankly... I much like it to be cursed) and I don't want those readers of my blog get disappointed, so, to tell you the truth (you know for us demons the truth really hurts...)

It's not a dream, rather a nightmare... I have to tell you now that I've wanted for so long...

I've woke up this morning which I've only slept for 3 to 5 hours with a sudden sigh, I've prolonged and predicted this day will be unlucky for me, it was already 12:00 noon and I checked up my hideous face at the mirror in the bathroom before I take my bath and I noticed my eyes were very red and exhausted and closed it for a moment and took my bath.

After I finished my bath and get dressed up, I checked what's for lunch and I didn't take it 'coz I don't feel eating at the moment, instead I watched some crappy shows on TV and by watching it absent-mindedly, some Highschool contestant on a game show won a 1.1 million pesos and I guessed it will be a very haunted day for me coz' those were the signs that my day will be a cursed day (tough luck! I say...) and my sister gave me a money to by her some Prepaid cards for her cellphone and for her internet (*tsk* darn!!!) and I've thought about it that it was a pain in the neck following such simple errands like these.

Darn Money! hard to earn but so easy to spend... (*sigh*) when will this world be as equal as should be??? and to continue, I've murdered the power switch of my TV and start reading for a short time on my lectures for my exams tomorrow, just to spend some junk time I noticed I have to leave at 3:00 pm then, I left already and by walking, I sensed something frightfully unlucky and it was phil (tough luck again...) and he have to do some courier stuff again and started talking about cards again and I told him that I've been thinking about quittting my hobby at cards, but on 2nd thought, I've just have to rest for awhile with this card hobby stuff and we parted ways.

This is the worst moment I've been waiting for, Waiting for someone... (*Deep Sigh*) I arrived at 4:00 pm, 2 hours early from the expected time to meet. I felt very cold and chilling outside of their school grounds, so, I sent her a text message twice that I've already arrived and told her that I'll be waiting for her and finally, after a long wait, she came and keeps questioning me where do we go? and hoping it's not that far and i said I'll treat you for a nice dinner and I asked her we have to leave before your mom gets worried about you and we left to the mall for a short dinner.

I asked her where should we eat? she replied "To where you want..." and I have to make a sudden decision but, she unexpectedly noticed her girly close friend way back in high school and for a moment she talked to her for a long time coz' its been awhile that they've met and I've been thinking that she likes cakes for some reason but I prefer for a pizza but the pizza resto' is already full of people and I don't like crowded place for a dinner so, looking at her gave me no other choice and I chose the bakeshop and I asked her that which one do you like? & she said "I don't know, The same that you like I guess" (Darn! I wish I can decide for her Life... *Heavy Sigh*) and as we wait for what we have ordered, we talked a few about what's happening in our lives behind our backs, how's our studies so far, and there! time to eat.

For a very short time, we checked some bargains around the mall with her highschool friend and I feel very uncomfortable for a moment coz' it's very crowded inside the mall and it's near closing time and I told her that it's getting late, i guess we should go home and we left for a walk before we take a fare and here's the horrific moment that I wanted to question her for a very long time and I asked her, it's already valentines, When you will get a good boyfriend huh? and she said, "It's good you asked at this time, I have already have one..." and let the interrogation begins! I asked many details from when did it happened, how'd they met, which school he came from, is that guy good-looking, does her mother know about him and many more (frankfully, I didn't ask for his name coz' I might give him a death note and send his soul to the deepest pit of hell!!!) and I just don't understand her coz' when I started asking her about him, she always insisting to me that she never taking her boyfriend seriously and I thought why do you say such things like that? I'm just an annoying friend of yours... and she already told me and haunting my mind that she has no such feelings for me and we're just friends for the hate of satan!!! (opposite of the quote "for the love fo God") women! they're such a mystery! that's why they're so darn annoying. Anyway, for more details, I insist you do attend our booze session this coming saturday and I'm so darn tired typing and I'll just leave you the lyrics of my theme or rather, my anthem, the 13th track of the 2nd album of My Chemical Romance entitled "Famous Last words" Enjoy.

Famous Last Words
By: My Chemical Romance
Now I know That I can’t make you stay
But where’s your heart
But where’s your heart
But where’s your...
And I know
There’s nothing I can say
To change that part
To change that part
To change!

So many Bright lights that cast a shadow
But can I speak? Well is it hard understanding
I’m incomplete A life that’s so demanding I get so weak
A love that's so demanding I can’t speak

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay You'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home

Can you see My eyes are shining bright
Cause I’m out here On the other side Of a jet black Hotel mirror
And I’m so weak is it hard understanding I’m incomplete
A love that's so demanding I get weak

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay You'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay You'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home

These bright lights have always blinded me
These bright lights have always blinded me I say...

I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I’d never speak Awake and unafraid Asleep or dead
Cause I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I’d never speak Awake and unafraid Asleep or dead
Cause I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I’d never speak Awake and unafraid Asleep or dead
Cause I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I’d never speak Awake and unafraid Asleep or dead
(Repeated in background x6) Or, deeeeaaaad....
(foreground)
I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay You'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay You'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay You'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home.
Lyrics Provided by: metrolyrics.com
--STUPID WORDS OF WISDOM FOR THE DAY:--
"If Only Nightmares Will Haunt me, Then I'll shall never Sleep ever again..."

Saturday, February 10, 2007

The Persecutor, The Rescuer, and The Victim...

Well, so far I've accomplished my first midterm exam in this past week and four more exams to go and It's still on my mind what I've answered in my exam in one of my major subjects entitled "Counseling Theories & Techniques" and the title of this post was adopted from one of the topics in my lessons so far. I guess this topic is very interesting because I'll mention who is this three people really are (persecutor, rescuer, and the victim)

First, The story about the "Persecutor"

I'll mention the 3 evil proponents in we have so-called "Tropang_Gaius" and I've decided we call ourselves the "Demonic Trinity" and that 3 persons so far are Francis a.k.a. "Boogie", Austin "our apprentice", and Myself "The Psycho". Even boogie said to me that all of us in Tropang Gaius's are actually demons, and I agree with him but I think some of them are shown in a subtle way and I said to him that they need to be trained and influenced and our first experiment is Austin, and then *poof* he became our apprentice and that's it! the trinity have been gathered and completed.

But we have found our new pet to be processed... (To be Continued)

So, maybe you'll have now the idea of who are called "Persecutor"...

Second, The story about the "Rescuer"

How can I put this up? I can't come up wih an idea of whose gonna be called "Rescuer" so I'll just give a good story of Heroism and being a savior that I will never forget, I remembered 2nd sem. of my 2nd year of term in psychology, it is the day when suddenly I've been broke for the first time and I have no more money left in my stash and about that time I have nowhere to go, so far no close friends around have shown, until... I have met this familiar person and we're not yet that familiar with each other and I didn't consider him yet as a close friend at that time and I asked him:

Myself: Dude! Do you have a spare money left? 'coz I have no more money left for the fare on going home and I can't go home walking at night in the streets like a beggar or a rugby boy

Rescuer: Sure! I'll lend some of my money for your fare...

Myself: Thanks Dude! I really owe you a lot!!! 'coz I'll never be able to come home without you around. I promise I'll pay you back tomorrow...

Rescuer: No need to bother man!!! Don't pay me back, Consider it free OK?

Myself: (*Enlightened* This Man is such a Saint!!! He'll surely be blessed by my enemy above)

You know... Every Demon Hates their blessings, coz' there will be worst consequences in the end
As for that time, the man whom I called the "Rescuer" is none other than Mr. Juner Hart Legion
and he is one of the great men in the book of life of St. Peter's Chronicles (which My name in that book doesn't exist and will be exiled in hell...)

Third and the last, The "Victim"

I'll tell you guys very shortly, last season of "TropangGaius" annual feb. fair undisputed winner of being "Valentines SCREWED" was Mr. Francis "Boogie" Elipse, which is the former founder of group called "KBB" (Kapisanan ng Bagong Boogie) along with his date which I'll never mention for the privacy of boogie's archives of his cursed past. why being screwed? b'coz he's the only person in the group that has a date on that day ^_^ well, the crowning glory of this year 2007 "TropangGaius" annual feb. fair award of "Valentines SCREWED" is Mr. Erik "Gaius" Capistrano our Leader and founder of our group "TropangGaius" (why is it the profounded leading personalities have to be always screwed??? -_- ) along with his bestfriend, but this time... we're not behind his back to check up on him (unlike in boogie's situation last season) and the best part of that is our leader, Gaius, can do many things around with no worries of embarassment from us coz' they can spend more time with each other alone!!! ^_^

The one that I'll be calling the "Victim" are all of us, because here's the famous last words of wisdom that I will tell you:

"We're all victims of Unexpected events of time, the best thing to do is giving your best in choosing certain decisions and solving unwanted consequences towards unconditioned life"

STUPID SEGMENT:

--Boogie says: "[word]_Sh*t!" (e.g. Iron Sh*t!) & I say: "[word]_Sucks!" (e.g. Luv_sucks!)--

Monday, February 5, 2007

The Clouded Judgment and The Solemn Confusion

It is a very exhausting days that are coming in the terms of events around my so-cursed life... role playing as a woman, having tons of paperworks and reporting in my studies, compiled midterm exams that will come, and the undecided fate that will cross on the day of judgment, will I, myself, survive in the upcoming event? the so-called "TropangGaius" annual Feb. Fair?

Will I have the power to convince and persuade the marvelous flower? Or...

Will I fall down, stumble, condemned, falter and end up carrying on alone?

Well, I really have to confirm about the task and appointments of the one that I've invited so far and actually, I've just passed by here in my blog and I'm really surprised when I founded out that my good friend, "Juner" successfully created a blog of his own (cheers!!!). I'm supposed to comply with my research task for tomorrow at my social psych. subject and just a less than a minute spend, I finished it already and here I am now typing to post something new for this "Black Blog" of mine.

Hmm... what can I say more, it's a really sudden notice to her that I invited her for this kind of event and it's the same old story, she's slightly uncertain about it and I'm a Demon, the truth hurts that I'm a pessimistic person and ending up thinking the worst ideas and happenings that might come up with like thinking she's not really interested and just want to get along with me.

Well, that's life to deal with... *CRAP!!!*, and hopefully she may reconsider my wish for that moment to spend with her, and For me, It's not a "Date", perse, It's just a friendly get together hang-out with her 'cause "Romance is a crappy stuff to deal with" and "Mushy stuff SUCKS!" and "LOVE" is forbidden and forsaken thing for a Demon like me!!! It's really not my style or my kind of lifestyle to deal with when it comes to this Valentines Crappy Day! *DAMN IT!*

Well guys, I'm out of words now... So, I'll just leave you a lyric of an "Emo-punk" song from ChicoSci called "Seven Black Roses". In the mean time, Enjoy your "Cursed Crappy Life"

Seven Black Roses

by: ChicoSci

When I leave, I wanna wait for the silence

You gave me all you've got, But now I stand here waving at you

And still you smile, you're still looking back

Maybe I just wasnt kind enough

Im fighting urges to fall again, Yet I stumble, Yet I stumble

Chorus:
These roses died 3 days since Black roses died, we said goodbye

These roses died 3 days since Im sorry, I miss you...

How do I remain complete, When all we bled is lost?

We couldve burned the earth and sky

A second chance chance, The seconds spent

Each others shadow, should've known

I'm fighting urges to fall again, Yet I stumble, Yet I stumble
(Repeat Chorus)

Here this Im yours Im at your feet...
(Repeat Chorus)

Inside this heart you still remain, But faded letters are erased...

Lyrics provided by: Trisancafe.com ("ang online tambayan ng mga sira ang ulo")

Wednesday, January 31, 2007

"We Were So Close Together..."

Well... I'm too lazy to come up with an idea on my new post 'cause you can't rush perfection isn't it??? by request of my great friend to post more, i'll just put a translated song from one of my faves' in my Gundam SEED Compilation songs entitled "We Were So Close Together" performed by See-Saw. In the mean time, Enjoy!!!

We were so close together

Words: Ishikawa Chiaki

Music / Composition: Kajiura Yuki

Performed by: See-Saw

We were so close together, but the twilight has a different color now.

The abundance of kindness only keeps a distance between us.
Our coldly ignored hearts are wandering in the midst.
If this awkwardness is what it's like to live,
we shall close our eyes under the cold sky.

Even though we were so close together,
We can't even get a word across between our increasing distances.
Even though we were so close together, the twilight has a different color now.
Please, give us a quiet sleep under the moon light, if it is the last thing possible.

If you are going to cope with fate,
you can't go on saying you are sad or lonely.
Even if it means to break the links of words we have made together,
you would still want to say goodbye to the dull nights.

Even though they were so close together,
the unmatched couple have no place they can reach.
Even though we were so close together, in a glimpse of your new face,
I am fascinated, almost as though it is strange, almost enough that I would feel uneasiness.

Where lye our hearts? Where are we drifting off to? So that our eyes do not become lost.

Even though we were so close together,
We can't even get a word across between our increasing distances.
Even though we were so close together, the twilight has a different color now.
Please, give us a quiet sleep under the moon light, if it is the last thing possible.

provided by: animelyrics.com

The reason I posted this one is I'm slightly getting "EMO" right now...
The more days pass by, the more i hardly misses my little mouse!!! T_T

Monday, January 29, 2007

The End of Dawn, Time to Begin...

This time, it is for real... the time to create my first ever blog!!! ^_^ well i'm kinda fussy about thinking how to create a great blog T_T but time after time, i will learn more about updating and customizing my personal blog!!! Practice Makes Perfect so i need to shape up and sharpen up some Computer Skills so that i can effectively achieve a greater result in polishing styles in editing blogs... (Lucky me... i have a good friend that is a pro in making blogs... ^_^)
Anyway, a lot had happened within this month and it's good to mention what's buzzin' around before the 1st month ends... well, so far i've saved a lot of stash for the annual "TropangGaius" Feb. Fair that will be held this coming Feb. 10, 2007 (i don't know much on the full details of this event) here's the scoop!!! The good news is i have reached the estimated amount that i want to spend for this day!!! ^_^ But, the bad news is stated in 3 terms: 1st, the cable fee for this month is not yet paid and i have to pay for it before the end of the month. 2nd, I have no particular date for that occasion 'cause so far i have no such interest with other girls around lately and as a last resort, i have a friend way back in H.S. (which is a "girl" i suppose!!! and actually, i'm not too close to her...) and i haven't asked her yet if she like the idea of this Feb. Fair stuff T_T and 3rd, I will be out of place if all of my buddies have their dates around and that's not the real deal, they may curse me!!! (freaky... isn't it???)
So much has happened this month, this crappy school intrams of ours which i learned that having in a bloody situation makes you a winner and will be victorious (CRAP!!!), college day that there's so many people around having tributes and worship to SPONGECOLA's vocalist "Yael" (Those Dumb-Asses!!!) and Having a great time with your pals and friends!!! (MAN!!! That's Priceless... ^_^) and that's it, and by the way, i have to get up early tomorrow for the seminar CRAP! of our 1st activity for this week 'cause it's our Psych Week and i have to attend just for the attendance sake and for the certificate of recognition (addition in transcript for work... ^_^)
Well, that's all about my so-called happenings in life for this month and hopely, i will have a spare time in updating this blog, i'll just check my schedule of tasks later, but this is all for now... OK??? Bye!!! =)