Tuesday Dinner at the Thirteenth Day...

This is a very tough day, as in very tough and I want to end this day even I don't have any classes or exams at this moment. But still, I can consider this as my Favorite day 'coz Tuesday is my kind of day of the week, I don't know if this day was meant to be a blessing or a curse (frankly... I much like it to be cursed) and I don't want those readers of my blog get disappointed, so, to tell you the truth (you know for us demons the truth really hurts...)

It's not a dream, rather a nightmare... I have to tell you now that I've wanted for so long...

I've woke up this morning which I've only slept for 3 to 5 hours with a sudden sigh, I've prolonged and predicted this day will be unlucky for me, it was already 12:00 noon and I checked up my hideous face at the mirror in the bathroom before I take my bath and I noticed my eyes were very red and exhausted and closed it for a moment and took my bath.

After I finished my bath and get dressed up, I checked what's for lunch and I didn't take it 'coz I don't feel eating at the moment, instead I watched some crappy shows on TV and by watching it absent-mindedly, some Highschool contestant on a game show won a 1.1 million pesos and I guessed it will be a very haunted day for me coz' those were the signs that my day will be a cursed day (tough luck! I say...) and my sister gave me a money to by her some Prepaid cards for her cellphone and for her internet (*tsk* darn!!!) and I've thought about it that it was a pain in the neck following such simple errands like these.

Darn Money! hard to earn but so easy to spend... (*sigh*) when will this world be as equal as should be??? and to continue, I've murdered the power switch of my TV and start reading for a short time on my lectures for my exams tomorrow, just to spend some junk time I noticed I have to leave at 3:00 pm then, I left already and by walking, I sensed something frightfully unlucky and it was phil (tough luck again...) and he have to do some courier stuff again and started talking about cards again and I told him that I've been thinking about quittting my hobby at cards, but on 2nd thought, I've just have to rest for awhile with this card hobby stuff and we parted ways.

This is the worst moment I've been waiting for, Waiting for someone... (*Deep Sigh*) I arrived at 4:00 pm, 2 hours early from the expected time to meet. I felt very cold and chilling outside of their school grounds, so, I sent her a text message twice that I've already arrived and told her that I'll be waiting for her and finally, after a long wait, she came and keeps questioning me where do we go? and hoping it's not that far and i said I'll treat you for a nice dinner and I asked her we have to leave before your mom gets worried about you and we left to the mall for a short dinner.

I asked her where should we eat? she replied "To where you want..." and I have to make a sudden decision but, she unexpectedly noticed her girly close friend way back in high school and for a moment she talked to her for a long time coz' its been awhile that they've met and I've been thinking that she likes cakes for some reason but I prefer for a pizza but the pizza resto' is already full of people and I don't like crowded place for a dinner so, looking at her gave me no other choice and I chose the bakeshop and I asked her that which one do you like? & she said "I don't know, The same that you like I guess" (Darn! I wish I can decide for her Life... *Heavy Sigh*) and as we wait for what we have ordered, we talked a few about what's happening in our lives behind our backs, how's our studies so far, and there! time to eat.

For a very short time, we checked some bargains around the mall with her highschool friend and I feel very uncomfortable for a moment coz' it's very crowded inside the mall and it's near closing time and I told her that it's getting late, i guess we should go home and we left for a walk before we take a fare and here's the horrific moment that I wanted to question her for a very long time and I asked her, it's already valentines, When you will get a good boyfriend huh? and she said, "It's good you asked at this time, I have already have one..." and let the interrogation begins! I asked many details from when did it happened, how'd they met, which school he came from, is that guy good-looking, does her mother know about him and many more (frankfully, I didn't ask for his name coz' I might give him a death note and send his soul to the deepest pit of hell!!!) and I just don't understand her coz' when I started asking her about him, she always insisting to me that she never taking her boyfriend seriously and I thought why do you say such things like that? I'm just an annoying friend of yours... and she already told me and haunting my mind that she has no such feelings for me and we're just friends for the hate of satan!!! (opposite of the quote "for the love fo God") women! they're such a mystery! that's why they're so darn annoying. Anyway, for more details, I insist you do attend our booze session this coming saturday and I'm so darn tired typing and I'll just leave you the lyrics of my theme or rather, my anthem, the 13th track of the 2nd album of My Chemical Romance entitled "Famous Last words" Enjoy.

Famous Last Words

By: My Chemical Romance

Now I know That I can’t make you stay

But where’s your heart

But where’s your heart

But where’s your...

And I know

There’s nothing I can say

To change that part

To change that part

To change!

So many Bright lights that cast a shadow

But can I speak? Well is it hard understanding

I’m incomplete A life that’s so demanding I get so weak

A love that's so demanding I can’t speak

I am not afraid to keep on living

I am not afraid to walk this world alone

Honey if you stay You'll be forgiven

Nothing you can say can stop me going home

Can you see My eyes are shining bright

Cause I’m out here On the other side Of a jet black Hotel mirror

And I’m so weak is it hard understanding I’m incomplete

A love that's so demanding I get weak

I am not afraid to keep on living

I am not afraid to walk this world alone

Honey if you stay You'll be forgiven

Nothing you can say can stop me going home

I am not afraid to keep on living

I am not afraid to walk this world alone

Honey if you stay You'll be forgiven

Nothing you can say can stop me going home

These bright lights have always blinded me

These bright lights have always blinded me I say...

I see you lying next to me

With words I thought I’d never speak Awake and unafraid Asleep or dead
Cause I see you lying next to me

With words I thought I’d never speak Awake and unafraid Asleep or dead
Cause I see you lying next to me

With words I thought I’d never speak Awake and unafraid Asleep or dead
Cause I see you lying next to me

With words I thought I’d never speak Awake and unafraid Asleep or dead
(Repeated in background x6) Or, deeeeaaaad....

(foreground)

I am not afraid to keep on living

I am not afraid to walk this world alone

Honey if you stay You'll be forgiven

Nothing you can say can stop me going home

I am not afraid to keep on living

I am not afraid to walk this world alone

Honey if you stay You'll be forgiven

Nothing you can say can stop me going home

I am not afraid to keep on living

I am not afraid to walk this world alone

Honey if you stay You'll be forgiven

Nothing you can say can stop me going home.

Lyrics Provided by: metrolyrics.com

--STUPID WORDS OF WISDOM FOR THE DAY:--

"If Only Nightmares Will Haunt me, Then I'll shall never Sleep ever again..."